An Apocalypse?!

I have to say I am utterly disappointed in myself, regarding academic or character wise matters. I have difficulties in triggering my brains to function properly. Now, these dysfunctional brains not only have made me petulant and extremely dejected ( the fact that how it screwed up my Chemistry SPA today), but also putting myself in immense pressure. Sigh, I cannot recount how much I have exclaimed the phrase " life sucks" today. And beyond the shadow of doubts, time is running out.

However, the main agenda of my ranting above is to make an apology to anyone who I have offended or upset in the past few days - especially the days when I was ill. I am sorry for not being able to control my own emotions and let it ran loose, indirectly or directly affecting you with my crude choice of words and my notorious sarcasm. I really hope that all of you will not take this incident to heart as what I have said earlier, my brains are dysfunctional, for now. If you have any harbors about it, please do take note my self-tormenting mechanism has already activated. There is no need for you to start your unhappiness act on me, because the intensity that I torment myself emotionally is excruciating. However, I am not emo, I just take disappointment in myself more seriously than other people.

After what have all happened these few days, I have decided to rest myself well these few days. I need to take time off to reflect, recollect and recompose myself back to the assertive person I was. This suggests that I am going to have a small or possible goals in academic. "Every big thing starts from small" is very true, and very here is not a exaggerated.  Friends around me will have realize how ambitious are my goals. I set them, work extremely hard towards them. However in the end, I found it exhausting, which directly to the situation I am in now. Now, I have to do small so I can remain prepared and mentally ready to take on upcoming adversity. 

LENGTHY? Yes! I am ranting and letting my feelings off here. All the better if I can talk this over with someone. 

High Rope Challenge

I went to HRC earlier on during daytime. It is a npcc event that everyone will have a chance to battle their fears of heights (including me). It is located at Pulau Ubin.

Nonetheless, the highlight of the challenges is the Flying Fox from 7 storeys high! Strangely, I had the urge to complete it confidently even though I have fears of heights. I did it, without a split second of hesitation when I was on the edge of jumping down. For a moment, I decided to stand up and jump instead, but I was already lifted off and on the verge of jumping. I jumped, looking at the clear green field in front of me and I felt as if I was flying, really. I spread my limbs like a star and enjoy every wind that brushes me. I was overjoyed and jubilant with my own success. That moment was classic, I enjoyed every single moment before the jump and during the jump. Furthermore, Nicholas and I were the first to volunteer to start the event first. I actually felt like a [u]frying[/u] flying prawn. 

It is just a small update, I will try to update as much as possible in the future. Cheers!