SNSD won Digital and Daesung award. It makes me happy to watch them taking the award. Woo, soshi jjang.

Hai! Todai I am going to review this anime entitled " Umineko No Naku Koro Ni " since I completed the whole season 1 in 2 days. It has total of 23 episodes in season 1. There should be a season 2 coming up or a continuation from episode 23 since they are now putting are small little special cuts of the show, probably to allow the manga to hasten up. [I just went to search, it has 26 episodes and currently it is ongoing at 23.] 

Synopsis from Wikipedia:

The main character of the story is Battler Ushiromiya, son of Kinzo's second son Rudolf. Battler has not been to the annual Ushiromiya conference in six years due to living with his maternal grandparents ever since his mother Asumu died, and even took his mother's maiden name instead of Ushiromiya. When his grandparents died, he went back to living with his father, his second wife Kyrie, and their daughter Ange, his half-sister. Once on the island, Battler once again becomes acquainted with the legend of the golden witch Beatrice who supposedly lives in the naturally dense forest on Rokkenjima. A portrait of her lies in the entrance hall of the Ushiromiya family mansion, and a puzzling epitaph is written below the portrait. Rumor has it on the island that Beatrice gave ten tons of gold to Kinzo in the past to restart the Ushiromiya family after being crippled in the 1923 Great Kantō earthquake. It is said that whoever solves the riddle of the witch's epitaph will receive the gold and be the next successor to the Ushiromiya family.

Nonetheless, here are the top 3 reasons why you should watch the anime. 

1: Mindfucks.

It screws your mind upside down with ingenious theory and make your mind goes BOOMz if you ever try to figure out the murders. [But you should, it's fun and intriguing]. Just when you think you guess the murderer and understand the whole murderer's plot and moves, NAY, you got it wrong. Access denied, meaning, be prepared to challenge your brain to a new level. Furthermore, you need to memorize alot of characters and this anime takes alot of reference from demons or some other smart theory in history. Preferably I like the " North Wind and the Sun " Strategy, you can google it if you want but it will spoil the fun if you read it up before watching. 

2. Gore. NOT FOR THE FAINT-HEARTED

What can I say about it? I am speechless about the gore and violence in this anime. What movie comes to your mind when you see the word gore? Saw? Yesh! Saw in anime. It just that it is more gruesome and the decapitations are indescribable. I am not afraid to tell you all the murders are horrible since you are going to get used to it anyway. Do you want to have an splendid meal with your closed one body parts? Drink their blood? God, that was the most disgusting part of the show that I have to fastforward till the next part. Furthermore, I watched it at 1 or 2am in the morning.  

3. Philosophical Values

I don't wanna elaborate this cause I need about 20 posts to cover all if I want to. And boys should like the series more. Heh.

By the way, the pictures I took aren't gore nor scary. This is just the surface of the hell you going to receive. Have fun watching! Cause I certainly do.

Yo! My hands are itching to type some lengthy issues now. The problem now is, I do not have really anything to say now. Except for the fact dorky Taeyeon's video that made me smile like nobody business.  

Hmm, I pondered a lot these days and I am still wondering about how my life should go. I am not trying to be philosophical nor emotional here, but I just want to set a dogma for myself to look forward in life. Since life can be burdensome and mundane, but I want to change it. Change to something that I look forward to each day. Still, my expectations of myself keep increasing upon each day and I find myself suffocating my own self.  I want to elaborate more but something is holding me back, I remembered I once quote something similar in plurk. It goes like " Never share your happiness as that is where the hook strikes the hardest ". Not like I am saying whatever I am sharing now makes me feel jubilant.

Nonetheless, I remember I have an strong inspiration after watching Invincible Youth.  It is a half-scripted and a half-reality korean show. Initially, I watch it just because of Yuri from SNSD. However, as I am a small little innocent and always-seeking-for-inspiration boy boy, it influenced me on how we should look on things. The materialized perspective and mindset of ours should be changed. It should be changed to something more intimate, something that sets your mind at ease. Perhaps that is what I have been always searching for, something to let me rest my mind. 

Now for daily stuff, I do not want to kill everyone of my readers with my thoughts. Just went to dinner with my big bro at KFC. We decided to try the new black pepper chicken. Frankly speaking, it does not really taste differently from the regular crispy/original chicken. It is just a puny tiny little bit of hotter than before. Furthermore, it does not have a regular box for the original chickens. The shop gave us a bucket, something in conjunction with X'mas design made by a 10 years old child. It was awkward eating without a container to place your food for 2 people, buddy meal indeed. 

Gawd, I think I should stop now. I do not want to be seen as a person who always grumbles and criticize everything around/about me [ I realized, that's why I decided to stop ]. Looks like tomorrow is another today. Baibai.

Hello reaaaaders, yesterday I watched a play along with my lit students entitled "Beauty and the Beast". It is a play made by locals named Wild Rice and directed by Hossan Leong. The show is great, I will elaborate it further later on. Now here is the synopsis.

Once upon a time, in a faraway land, there lived a merchant called Big Boss Bong and his three daughters: Brandy, Desiree and his youngest, Beauty.

One day, Big Boss Bong steals a rose from a garden as a gift for Beauty. He’s caught red-handed by a fearsome creature called the Beast who agrees to spare his life in exchange for one of his daughters.

And thus Beauty begins her adventures at the Beast’s mansion, where she encounters the fussy nanny Ah Ma Chow Chow, the excitable cook Baba Pongteh, and the sarcastic maid, Vacula Contessa.

Will Beauty ever escape from the mansion? Why does the Beast get tongue-tied in front of Beauty? And who is this mysterious exorcist called Master Kong Tao who has vowed to purge the mansion of its ‘unnatural’ elements?

From the same team that brought you last year’s runaway hit Snow White & The Seven Dwarfs, BEAUTY & THE BEAST is a spellbinding musical comedy, filled with laugh-out-loud jokes, fabulous song and dance routines, stunning costumes and sets… and singing utensils.

There are several things I love this show.

1. The actors seems very professional. At first I thought they were lip-syncing however they did not, and sings very beautifully. Not to say their splendid exaggerating expressions and body languages.
2. LOVE their internet memes and current popular features references like Single Ladies, iDock & iSee and Ris Low's vocabularies. Oh my gawd, the sudden pop up of single ladies makes me exploded. I can tell you all where all those memes come from, wahahaha. It's not just about the song that makes it popular, it's a video.
3. An okay plot for a 2hrs show, there are quite abit of loopholes here and there. For example, the first exorcist mentor just disappeared and not returning at the end of the show. They should show him arriving and joining the party instead.
4. Languages are good. Superb English vocabularies and nostalgic colloquial English of ours bring in closer understanding of the story and  improve the humor factor. 
5. Desiree is gay.
6. The costume is pulchritudinous. Very creative.
7. Love the live band rocking out there.
8. Even though the stage is small, the captivation scale is huge. 

Even though there are some minor errors there like having a hard time closing the door and some mic problems. It's perfectly negligible for the first time they are performing to an audience. FYI, it's their first public show of the play. 

If I have to rate this show over 10, I will rate it 9/10. I strongly recommend this show for whoever wants to watch it. This is my first time watching a play and it really absorbed me. Thanks ms choo for the opportunity to watch the show. Sorry for making the whole situation awkward yesterday, because I'm the only male there mah. -.-

Dear netizens, I had already posted up the prologue of my fanfic. FYI: It was typed on the day itself and less than 30mins were used to plan and post it. Hence you might find some irregular thoughts in it. Please do comment here as it will depends whether I will continue it. The link is here.

  Hello, just want to update this blog since I am feeling really bored now. Finally, I have a break from doing campcraft since wednesday to friday. It took up 24 hours of my life and it will continue on next monday. I think I were tiring myself yesterday because I had a strong headache spell. Thankfully it stopped after a few hours nap. I woke up then, and found my fingers all roughed up from the peggings and lashings. I think I will have a phobia of twines, ropes and pegs after all these trainings ended. Nonetheless, it is better than spending a day at home, facing the computer and doing meaningless things.

  I want to walk out of my house. I want to breathe in the fresh air and keep my mind clear, it allows me to breathe easier too. The confinement in home is really suffocating me and my thoughts. I cannot think as proper as before, my health is worse than before. I will need to stop these from becoming worse more. And frankly speaking, I am not feeling as sane as before. I keep self-pressurizing myself, this needs to end.

  Anyway, I wanted to let you all know about my views of the Thierry Henry incident recently. You can view it here.

I feel for him, it was an unfortunate situation where he needed to choose between 2 options:

1: Making his nation condemn him forever by admitting he fouled the ball. This brings me to another incident that happened long ago to Escobar. You can view it here. Surely, people don't want to see such incident happens again. 

2. Making the whole world hates him and throwing away his pride as a footballer by doing what he actually did. 

Personally I would choose the 2nd option. It's not about the murder part, it's about the nation's disgrace that he had to face. Imagine, will you want your own hometown turning it's back against you? Or having the whole world turning it's back against you? Tell me about your views by tagging.

For me, the world does not even matters to you when your closest place means the world to you. After all, the most painful weakness of us is to be hooked right at the back.

Birthdays

I've figured out. Rather than posting on livejournal, which has a low traffic, I will continue posting in blogger and if there are, any continuation of my fanfic I will post it there. Hence, this change of link to fit my livejournal name.

And as I had stated earlier, there will be a fanfic written originally by me. Please do comment in the tagboard to let me acknowledge that someone is going to read it. It really encourages me if you do that. I already have the prologue ready, please do reply if you see this message. The fanfic section, when ready, will be posted on my livejournal at www.chivalrousprawn.livejournal.com.

I just want to update this journal up. Hmm, I don't really have any particular topic in my mind right now. By the way, pleaseeeeeeee comment here to acknowledge me that you are reading my journal. Or else it will just be a wasted effort if I wanted to post up my fanfic prologue though. The weird thing is, I'm actually publishing this blog everywhere, plurks and msn. However, looks like my previous blog gained more traffics than ever. Nonetheless, please show more love to this journal because I'm going to update quite frequently here.

Let's see, I'm trying hard to think of a topic here. Alright, I thought of one.

The topic I wanted to post about today is "Birthday". What is birthday? Birthday is, as defined in the dictionary, "The day of one's birth". Hence I wondered, why do people give presents during birthday? Is it because of the fact that "hey, you have managed to live for 16 years of your life without dying, good job.", "oh, let's commemorate the birth day that you are welcomed into this hellish world." Or was it the fact that you just want to use birthday as an excuse to give your friends and family an opportunity to show you love and concern through the means of cakes and presents? Is there really a need for us to celebrate birthdays in this manner? If it is for the former, we already have a day and that is Thanksgiving Day. Anyway, the world has become a place where people take more than what they give. This shouldn't be the case anyway. I'm not implying that I did not commit it or whatsoever, I feel that way and I will change for that idea.

But here I'm not saying that birthday should be forgotten. In actual fact, birthdays are actually very important. Look for your application forms and important data, birthdates are essential for it. It is used for easier recognition and collection of data.

Here I may seems ironical about my words, but it actually does make sense if you think about it. My main point here is that, people, stop asking presents, gifts and wishes from your close ones on birthday. It shouldn't be used as an excuse like what I stated earlier on. If you want to use birthday well, instead go and give people instead. Imagine, if birthday boys and girls would give presents to everyone, won't you receive more in the end? To add on, giving is much happier than receiving. However, this only implies if you REALLY, need birthday as an mean for interactions. Gifts should be giving anytime when you feel like it or to appreciate something/someone.

Hence to summarize the wall of texts up there:
Birthday is important, but not an excuse for asking for gifts and wishes. There are other days for presents and gifts. Eg, Christmas and Thanksgiving Day.

And an point to take along with you: "You should give more rather than receiving more, the joy of giving makes one jubilant. People would respect you more."

Last note, there are other ways to show love and concerns. and please do leave a comment on how you feel about birthdays. Thank you for reading and <3. I'm gay. wahahahah, not.

Woo, I decided I will use this as the blog to write my fanfic. I will be using LJ for my personal bloggings. Cheers! Come back in a week's time to see the first chapter of my fanfic.

Hey yo, I'm thinking about making a fanfic, but I don't think I'm going to post it on this blog. Perhaps I would make another blog just for the fanfic. It probably needs to take alot of time to plan the plots and the character as well. Please do leave a note if you want to be involved in this fanfic, as in a character in this fanfic. Cheers, here's mudkip for you.

  “Simplicity at times are complicated, we fail to seek for it. Miserably.”

  Heyhey! Lower secondary students must be enjoying their holidays now. It doesn’t matter much for me because everyday seems like a holiday for me. The only thing I look forward in the holidays is to have a longer sleep time. Hoho, a good example will be today. I woke up only at 7.50am, wee! LOL. Then I went to adm mac to have my hotcakes. Some jokes there must be kept confidential, HAHAHA. Anyway, I had lessons from 10am to 3pm. Ahh, first time Chem spa perfect. Wahaha.

  After school, I slept from 4pm to 7pm. The weather was chilling as it was about to rain. Coooling and shiokness is what I felt, but I was having a slight headache after waking up.

  Tomorrow will have to wake up by 8am because I need to go to school to clear up the NPCC room from jumble sales leftovers. Hopefully tomorrow will be a short day, unlike today. I need afternoon naps nowadays. Ironical, I found sleeping to be a waste of time in the past. Now I’m dying to have time to sleep. Perhaps I shall invent a tent that is movable so I can sleep from time to time while having someone pulling me to my destinations. This was from Soshi anyway.

Hello people, it is Halloween today! It was pretty mundane for an event as we just went out to play our daily routine activities. I also had self defense lesson organized by NPCC this morning and it was quite enjoyable too. However I prefer to have inline skating, preferably of the outdoor environment. Hmm, I don’t have pretty much to update for today, except for the fact that I was bothered by phone calls during my 1 hour nap today. Ahh, HI programme is starting next week and hopefully it will be successful.
And stop making me insecure, I need substantiation. =D=

Heh, it is the last day of the school term for the year (not for the sec3s because of Holiday Intensive program). Nonetheless, many teachers treated this day as a day to appreciate what students have done. Specifically, Mrs Tan, since she gave us oreo cookies and a small pointer card as a gift. This is probably due to the fact that she won’t be taking us for the HI programme. She wrote something about I should appreciate finest things in life instead of excelling in studies. This proves that the impression that I have given to the teachers are positive, but may seems like a façade if they found out that I am neither fervent, zealous and prepared for academic grades. However, this is really weird as I don’t think I’m a geek ( not that I’m despising them ). So, does that means that I look like one? Hahaha, maybe to certain extend, but it doesn’t really matters, does it?

Lengthy for a break, but I just have too much time to spare. Thank you for reading and peace out.

Gahhh, I'm bored. It sucks to be at home when you are sick right? Yet we all want to skip school by having mc at certain time of our lives. The irony of us, is unexplainable. Anyway, just want to type randomly for this post since the motive is for me to kill time away. Look, it's childrens' day, means happy birthday to hsingliang! 

Anyway, I would like to thank zuoxiong and ceslie for helping me for the past 2 days [ including today] as I was absent from school. Thank you zuoxiong for delivering homework to my house and ceslie for her get-well-soon letter and reminders in it. 

Speaking of sick, I was at woodlands polyclinic yesterday and I waited for 1h30mins for my turn? It was disinteresting, I managed to beat my own tower block record in my phone. I think it's around 170 stories with 10k plus population in it. Nonetheless, the consultation took only less than 2 minutes and I was given 3 days MC. Woooo! 

This leads me to the next incident, feeling of earthquake shockwaves. I think most of you would have feel it. My condolences to the victims of the 7.9 magnitude earthquake in Jarkata. 

Hmm, let bygones be gone. Tomorrow I will have my literature elective and emaths 1 paper. I think I'm prepared for emaths due to the constant hell training by mr lim. Literature, I don't think I'm ready since I got pretty low marks for the latest common test. Since then, there isn't much practice in class or home. Nonetheless, I reckon I can do well if I don't get mental blocks and nervousness striking me right on the spine. Content heavy papers will be carried on till next thursday. It may looked alot, having 2 papers per day, but in fact it only compromises of 4 subjects: 2 sciences 2 maths. I think I'm prepared somehow in class, gonna seat through all these papers while enjoying it. 

I saw a few interesting questions [ well, not really interesting. It just that I'm bored ] in PPF forums. So, I decided to address them via my perspective.

Why cant some people just be more honest, have more integrity?

- It is simple. Almost everyone in the world is greedy. Greed for power, money and control. These facts can never be changed, unless some the world is destroyed and reconstructed. With greed in their hands, they are willing to sacrifice what they need to achieve whatever they want. This includes integrity. Perhaps, this could be solved through inspiring speeches that makes the people reflect upon themselves; "so what if we have what we want?". It is the god damn progress that makes the difference; the progress that we all worked hard for. Else, why not just wait for things to happen since we cannot execute the progress?

Why cant some people just keep to their promises?

-Integrity, temptations and external trusts.

Why cant some people keep to the appointments they made?

-Assumptions, overconfident and laziness.

Why cant some people get together with old friends more often?

-Didn't really notice this problem. However, if such cases happen, it is most probably that the person has his mind fixed in a manner that he thinks it is difficult to reconcile with old friends. This can be affected by the long period of time being separated, making meetings to be awkward. On the other hand, aren't it supposed to be more comfortable and more topics to talk about?

Why cant some people just have a better sense of humour?

-They take things too seriously, duh.

I think that's all, managed to killed 5minutes of my time. Cool, time to get ready to sleep.

Yoo! It has been a long time since I updated. Since there is not much readers, I reckon it's okay for me to continue this way :D. Argh, having a headache now, no idea why. I've been having slight headaches lately, hope this is not some signs of illness or whatever. So yaa, lately I have been more obedient in doing homework first before playing, I also paid more attention in class; partly because of no one to talk to.

Hmm, I am not really academic-orientated now. I particularly have nothing in plan now, in terms of goals. This really make my life a lot more mundane than before, seems like I am living mindlessly. Ahh, time to find devotion in something. Oh yes! I am hungry lately, I can feast on any food! My tummy is getting more demanding as I type this, FOOD FOOD FOOD!

So anyway, I am in Kpop craze lately. If you do want any recommendation of Kpop groups or songs, please do come and find me :D.

Last note for this post. I found out several sides of people can be seen now as time progresses, it really does suck, finding who you once likes to be with in the current state. Sigh, never change don't they? Not saying I am perfect or anything close to it, just that it struck my mind.

Anyway, last last note. I want to emphasize that competition should be taken out in everyone's minds. Having a competitive spirit will only make you more tensed up and you will have less time to enjoy the little things in your slightest moments. So, stay chill and enjoy life. Of course, not neglecting what should be done.

I want to eat. Perhaps I should go out with my bro to eat now, see ya netizens.

Act XI - Boom.

Hai, just a small update.

K bye, that's small.

Nay, I will just update a little.

So this week is much more free when compared to the previous week. We got released on time and was able to get home earlier to have rest. However, time were also used to revise for preparation of certain tests like EL, SS, Emaths [Which were taken today, all three at once].

Next, I had my second npcc training for this term. It was a trip to Army Museum and Singapore Discovery Centre. In army museum, there is one movie screening in this large enclosed dark room. The screen and sound effects are surreal, so surreal that when the helicopter was shown landing, there is a huge gust of wind blowing towards us; when the ship arrived at the dock quickly, water was splashed onto us; when tanks are firing missles and cannon, there is real firework infront of us, a tank model shooting firework out. That was cool. Then we went to a m16 shooting simulation outside, it was quite easy though. But I love the recoil part when shooting, so shiok lol.

After that, we went to SDC, went through normal trip as usual. It was quite fun nonetheless. Enjoyable yeah. Then went back to school after that.

Lately, I've been more free from my work [barely had any though =/]. Yeah, I'm getting emotional as my mind runs wild frequently when I'm normal [FFS, I'm not emo. It runs wild in an optimistic or pessimistic manner]. YAAAA, so, hahahehe.

Oh god, I have to get up as early as 0530 to get ready for Area 1 Games Day, which starts at 7am. Hope we will be able to win some award, or at the very least, enjoy to the fullest. I don't know why I name this post as boom. Just a desperate cover over my laziness. Yeaaaaaaaaah, lastly, yoobin rocks. LOL, yaaaaay.

Act X - Textual

OMG, this is so awesome! WGWGWGWGWGWG! Wondergirls pwn my little sockies like rocky as rambo and lambo making rainbow like I'M CHARGING MY LAZOr, TAZE DA WHOOP!!11!11!11

Alright, now to what I want to say, "Textual Love" LOL. Pai, *Wink at Yihui. LOLPAI, WHY AM I LAUGHING SO BADLY. LOLOMFGWTFBBQROFLCOPTER BEEBEBEBEEBEBE! Gosh, textual love aka. text & love, is mainly the communication problem that exist between everyone. Most of these are just empty talks, and are often ridiculed by me to the extent of a joke. GOSH, I'M STILL LAUGHING ROFL. OKOK, enough, hmm, I think my mind just got carried away along with the words I wanted to say here.  This leds to my current MSN PM: "Say it like you meant it". In conclusion, what I'm trying to say here is that to stop relying on technology like msn/sms to interact, to the extent of doing either cyber sex or pixel love, HMD, Maplelove rofl. Instead, interact more in real life. It just gives you a sense that the communication link is constructed as physiology does play a part in communication; in short, makes you feel the person is present, or not. Phone calls are okay, atleast there is voice to determine what the person is feeling. Lol, I have no idea why I'm talking about this but, for the lulz. 

LOLOLOL, so anyway, now is 0156 and I still can't get to sleep. Hmm, went for basketball just now, as usual. Then uh, let's see... Since I have nothing else better to do, I think I should make some featured articles/artists/news in each of my post. SO, starting from now, let me introduce the one and only... WONDERGIRLS, Naw. Just joking. 

This post, featuring MAYDAY PARADE, one of my favourites for their alternative and out of the box genre that rocked every single soul of mine. 

Mayday Parade is a rock band from Tallahassee, Florida. They formed when members of Kid Named Chicago and Defining Moment converged in 2005. Their debut EP Tales Told by Dead Friends was released in 2006 and sold over 20,000 copies without support. On July 10, 2007, Mayday Parade released their debut album A Lesson in Romantics. The band signed to Atlantic Records in 2009 and are currently recording their latest album.

-From Wikipediaaaaaaaaa

So anyway, few of my favourite songs are [ in no particular order, or maybe it is? Just joking, but seriously] 

1. You be the anchor that keeps my feet on the ground, I'll be the wings that keep your heart in the clouds. [ My blog song beech]
2. Three Cheers for Five Years
3. Miserable at Best
4. Black Cat
5. When I get home, You're So Dead
6. I'd Hate to Be You When People Find Out What This Song Is About

Here's one of their MV [ PS: Only MV] They aren't really famous, but that's where the uniqueness exists!

Background of this song:

"Well the lead singer (Derek) was going out with this girl names Katie. While he was away on tour Katie met this guy named Mike and she ended up cheating on Derek in every way possible...and then when he was coming home from a very stress full concert Derek knew all along that she was cheating on him and Katie finally fessed up to him about Mike. So Derek as in the song loved her so much he had to let her go so she could be happy. He knew he could live without her just would be miserable...but it was for the best of Katie"

Sauce: Lyricsmode.com

Anyway, leave me a comment about my posts, regardless of content-wise or off topic-wise, just leave me a taggie yeah? Maybe along with your URL, so I might be motivated to start linking. If not, LUL. TENTH POST BEECHES :D

Act IX - The Exhaust

LOLHAI, I'm exceptionally busy for the last week, as I had to help in the preparation of NPCC Camp. Which indeed, is just mildy sucessful, with lots of miscommunications and some disturbances too.

For me, I was seriously struck with the worst luck man, 3 jokers in my groups. They are made from heaven, ganging up against me time and time again. However, my efforts finally paid off after the camp, I believed they too had difficulties at times when they got scoldings from TOs, CIs and frequently by me. On the other hand, I doubt I am being firm with them, so ya, that's a point taken for me. Nonetheless, I think that I did well for this camp as the whole group is being facilitated by me most of the time as my partners ; JinYuan and PeiYing mostly have to help in other stuff. Enthu all the way!

Too bad we didn't have campfire in the open field due to wet weather, I was quite saddened by the news as we prepared the stage in the canteen. However, it was quite well done for the campfire with supportive people like Mrs Tan! The star of the night. Super trouper! LOL! Hahaha, that was the best performance I've seen in my whole life, and I'm serious about that :D I really enjoyed the campfire, and thanks to it, it covered up most of the unhappiness we had earlier on.

Lastly for the camp, I would like to congratulate the NCOs as we have indeed make this camp successful. Though it may be the last time we will have a chance to organize such camp, I really hope we can learn something along with our mistakes in this camp to be more organized in the future, in weekly training to small matters like outings or our matters in our personal life. I'm sure during this camp, most of us have seen some true faces of everyone, positive or negative. Work hard, improvise the negatives as the unit will only be as strong as the weakest! 

Okay okay, enough of NPCC bullshits by me already. Hmm, the day after the camp, which is yesterday, my class had a outing and it was surprisingly fun! After this outing, I'm sure we are more bonded together and straight after that outing, some proposed for another outing in the late june holidays, I'm unsure if I am able to make it as HOMEWORKS. Hahaha, we'll see then. There are some photos in ruijie's facebook, I will try to make a embed facebook profile of mine, which I never touch at all, for easier access. 

Act VII - The Gear

HELLLLLO! I'm back here with my stiffy diarrhoea dung desktop keyboard ! However, I can use my desktop which stored multiple games and SONGS. I should be grateful for that my iTune is still alive and kicking man! HAHAHA. 

So recently, I'm pretty hyped up for NPCC Annual camp at 12 - 14th june, which we are asked to organize and facilitate the camp! I really want it to be a memorable one as we were told that this could be the first and the last time that we are planning for a camp. I want to make an impact, a BIG ONE. I want to make my juniors enjoy NPCC and of course, not forsakening ours :D So far, we had planned the kitlist and wet activities games. If possible, I would like to share here, but the road is still far. Like Junhao said, the camp will be fun, but heavy.  Heavy as in huge responsibility is placed upon us, like welfare of the cadets and importance of each and everyone, along with teamwork. Any miscommnunication would affect the schedule. My aim for this camp is to end everything early and to be on task. I really hope that schedule will not be pushed back, as it will result in lots of unhappiness. Hence to the NCOs here, please have a sense of urgency and help each other to reduce time loss.

And guess what?! Next week the holidays will be starting! HOORAY! HAHAHA, seriously, I'm not ready for lessons. I was either half-asleep, or fooling around with Mingfu. Good pal, really, it would be so boring without him. However, Ivan and me proposed for a change in seating arrangement. I still wish to sit with Mingfu, but hopefully we can sit around the back, then we can fool around more yeah! 

Anyway, mega outing for DTAS this friday after school. Give me your ideas via sms or msn, perhaps a movie outing will be nice. It's been a long time since we had watched a movie together, then perhaps some fooling around in playgrounds or basketball so on. 

Act VII - The World, and its miseries.

Totally in the mood for blogging during exam period, I HAVE SO MUCH TIME NOW! So had emaths today, it's so easy. It's like totally, so easy, yeah! Ha, bitchy and sluttish talk owns, totally. Haha, no. Oh yeah, I had a sickening stomachache today during exam, it totally blocked my whole mind off . It's still K! KK K K K K K K !

Anyway, [I turn my head to the east, I don't see nobody by my side. I turn my head to the west, still nobody in sight, so I turned my head to the north, and swallow the pill that they call pride. ] WOO, RANDOM SHIT YO! That's how my head is ringing with lyrics from "dead and gone - T.I feat Justin timberlakey! HAHAHA.

So "Amazing Race" finale was on yesterday. I watched, and it signifies how the world is corrupted now by money or just by the heat of the competition. First they fought like a bitch, next they cry, next they smile smile. ?I mean, WTF? Hypocrites were proven, just because of a fucking million dollars and they insult the service of the taxi drivers like no tomorrow. Yes, there's right to be angry. However, there is no way to tend the damage to the ego of the person even though an apology has been made [ It's too late to apologize, seriously it's too late ]. Might as well control your temper at the first place. Yayayaya, I can say this, but I will do that. That's how the world is being hypocritical now [First you say you want, then you say you won't - "Jenny, The Click Five" ] . Sigh, I know I'm not making any impact to anyone but still, that's my opinion of it. I'm quite a perfectionist, QUITE *Puns intended.

Sheesh, so anywayyyyy. Tomorrow I'm going to have Chem test, followed by physics and emaths 2 on thursday. Lastly Amaths on friday. Time seems to fly by unknowingly, but I'm loving it. Kill the mundane of learning in school, and school will be a much better place to be in *"Sounded like a cliche, but that's the truth" . Not like we need to be disciplined by a redundant grading system for marks to add in for examinations. God, I dislike it. It's like trying to enforce more rules and guidelines for us to follow even though it's pointless for the O's. Yeah yeah yeah, character needs to be developed, but not by trying to corrupt us with rewards or whatsoever so we can get more sympathy marks. This will impact us to fight for rewards in the future. By rewards, I meant materialistic rewards. Where is the real significance of being rewarded while being helpful then. This just suddenly popped up in my mind when zuoxiong said about it today. Yeah, I remembered I did say once before, but I didn't really disclose it.

And yeah, I remembered xinlerk once said to me that this blog is formal than normal. It's meant to be this wayyy, different thinking already mah.

AND ONE LAST THING, the weather has being extreme these few days, DRINK MORE WATER AND TAKE CARE OF YOURSELVES YEAH!? Time to rock out after exams!

Act VI - Recalling...

Hello! I have the feeling to update my blog because of the MUCH better keyboard of my big bro's macbook in comparison with my desktop's. Woo, so I had my literature exam last friday, it is unexpectedly easy [ Ha too bad, there's no such word called overconfidence applicable to me ]

So anyway, happy birthday to my bro as his birthday is on the 9th of may, which my family celebrated along with mother's day. $140 on dinner alone, holycowpensive.

Hmm, let's see. Tomorrow I'm going to have E-maths paper, whereas the other class have 2nd paper to take after emaths. Woooo, I can go home after my paper! Hahaha, afternoon naps after school hours really kick my ass hard [ rofl, sounded so wrong ]. Anyway, there is isn't really anything for me to prepare for emaths except for sec 2 stuff as I had forgotten most of the fundamentals, but it's still going to be K. KKKKKKK. Nevertheless, I am already well prepared from lessons.

Ohoh, I just received $50 from my mother. I think I'm going to use it to buy 360 games. Either GTA4 or some action interactive games. I never once did spend my money properly, -.- .

Hmmm, I love macbook keyboard. Seriously, much better than my buffaloes' diarrhoea stiffy dung desktop keyboard. Speaking of which, I was shock to see MYM being disbanded. God, dota legacy is soo going to end with the dismissal of MYM. No sk, no mym, only left KS.int. Hahaaha, I sounded like bandwagon here, but I'm not. I started the game long before it is famous.

Act V - Examinations

HELLLLO, I was surprised to see my class appeared on The Straits Times : Home section. We were asked to go to Pasir Ris park to do our CIP, which we went to pick up trash to allow the mangrove to be in a cleaner environment. Mangrove swamp with clean? No link. Anyway, it's part of Earth Day.

So anyway, today's main topic will be examinations. Why that? Because I'm having my MYE English tomorrow, and I can feel the pressure, it's getting closer here! [Paramore fan] Ha no, I'm not in exams mood yet, and I believe that last minute preparations will maintain it's efficiency as long as I am always attentive during lessons. I wondered, is that a need to take extra revisions for exams? I seen and heard several friends of mine getting worked out because of exams. In the end, most of them won't be satisfy with their scores. However, for me, I always take passive learning into action instead of passive revision. In layman's term, it basically means that I take learning as part of life, it's a must in my life, not a want. Hence, I don't require to revise as it is being cultivated into parts of my life; thus enabling me to be optimistic and being appealed by my scores.

So people, I'm saying that exams aren't as important as they seems. It's just how well you take your learning about certain aspects in place. For what reasons you studied hard for exams, but forget everything eventually in the near future as you didn't take in passive learning? Hence, the difference between me and you all in terms of examinations is that, it's a gauge for my learning in a long term, and it's a gauge for your learning in a short term. Overstressing and revising it's not going to work. In the end, we are all revising for the same content. It's how are you going to revise for it, smartly? Or NHNT.

I want you to be here, right now.

Act IV - Gratitude

Since cca has stepped down for 4 weeks, I finally have time to rest for the next few weeks. However, I’m posting today because I want to appreciate and thank the following people for the time and effort put in to help in NPCC; since it is a major topic for me in these few weeks.

Firstly, I would like to thank Zhi Xiang for his constant support and coming down almost everyday, including Saturday to help in our fancy drill training for POP. Even though our performance wasn’t there, but we can only make it this far because of you. Otherwise, this performance might have been scraped.

Next is Kok Siang, with your “I don’t know, I don’t know” answer. LOL, just joking. I would also like to thank you for helping us out in the trainings.

Lastly is Zhen Kang, I want to thank you as you ran for us to get water bottle for Junhao and me today at NPAP. Thanks for the utmost welfare provided, it reminded me that we have to be considerate and aid our cadets in times of discomfort.

Short appreciations here, it aren’t really detailed as I am tired.

Anyway, went to CWP to meet up, followed by Woodgrove Secondary, and then took shuttle bus to Home Team Academy for NPAP, National Police Annual Parade. The drills standard in the parade was magnificent; my jaw was further dropped when I saw Area 19’s fancy drill performance. It was splendid. On the other hand, the dancing given by Kranji Secondary just sucked so badly, that the crowd left after watching the repetitive shitloads of wasted effort after a few seconds. The parade was enjoyable as we made a lot of comical effects, especially CI imitations. The down point is that we had to wear our full uniform there, and I lost a badge there too.

So after that, Ee Leong came to my house to get prepare for movie. After that, we walked to CWP for movie, “17 Again”. I totally gave up after hearing that we were watching that show; I hate Disney actors. However, the show turned out nice to watch as it has real lots of mixture of comedy and more comedy. I remembered one line clearly by the supporting male actor, which acted awesomely, “I think I just made a baby with you after shaking with your hands.” Cool alright, haha.

Being persistent is not bad, being stubborn is bad.
However, I'm both stubborn and persistent.
How will you react?
By neglecting.
It sucked.
Badly.

Act III - The Belief

Good day people! I’m currently excited for tomorrow’s Passing Out Parade! I seriously want to complete both the parade and fancy drills impeccably, WE CAN DO IT GUYS! Let’s all not waste our weeks of preparation. Both Area Commandant and Mrs Kok will be there to witness our performances, along with HoD and form teachers. It will be quite grand as we held it in parade square. However, I hope the traffic for tomorrow’s group 2.4km run will not affect our performance.

Speaking about 2.4km, I just took it today. It was ridiculous, how the hell are we supposed to run with 400+ people starting at the same line. To add on, I was at the back, damn it. I was stuck at the fray for around 200m, affecting my position of getting 78. Wtf? Biased test, seriously, it was the worst decision of all to run together at the same time. It was simply ridiculous.

Anyway, we had amaths test today. I was quite confident even though I didn’t revise at all, and was hoping myself to achieve a perfect score, perhaps. However, my emaths I got the lowest out of the class, 25/40. LOL, but I got b4. Who cares rofl.

Physics lessons suddenly became awesome again; I’m lazy to elaborate though. And yeah, my class diary, torn apart.

Lastly, I want to wish my big brother, Jiun Hsien happy 20th birthday! We had party with his friends over at my house, everyone was jamming on rock band! Getting an iPhone as a birthday present must have really rocked your world harrrrrddd! :D

What was I expecting?
Waited solemnly, I hoped.
Lost. I am lost.

Act II - The Decomposition

Rotting is irreverisible.
A rotten attitude is rotten.

Act I - The beginning of the end

Woo, feel like coming back to blogging. I know what I did, and I am already irritated with myself for constantly procrastinating my blog posts. Well, I don't really have much interesting to blog about my life. Hence, this blog is going to be a littttttttttllllleeeee special. Special, as in expressing myself more openly, and it ain't really dedicated to the readers, but to myself. So, you going to see lots and lots of thoughts and ideas from me, but keep the comments coming yeah?!

Once again, I emphasized that this blog is plainly dedicated for me and it won't include much about daily happenings until I feel like it (atleast when it gets interesting). More ideas will be explored to improve my blog, but I want to keep it simple. However, for now, let's stick to my bloody thoughts.

So today, I managed to make myself more outstanding as I went around the class to ask people to return to their seats. This little act might seems incoherent, but it still manage to make a small tiny puny impact on me. To be frank, I was pretty impressed.

[ Oh shit, I feel like eating korean cup noodles now. ]

Anyway, I still think I'm wasting my time. I procrastinated, again. I brought my chinese homework with me today, hoping myself to complete them after school. I didn't as I managed to give myself shitloads of crappy excuses to allow me to keep postponing it. I doubt I will do them later anyway. I guess I really needs to change this jargon nature of mine. Which again, I doubt I can. It's not like I'm being pessimist here, but I already know what I will be doing anyway. Still, work hard![

["Cause we are broken,
What must we do to restore?
Our innocence.
And oh, the promise we adored
Give us life again,
Cause we just want to be whole."] - "We are Broken" by yours faithfully, PARAMORE!

Oh, another thing that ran past my mind. I initially wanted to do a review of Fast and Furious 4, to show how disappointing the show is, atleast to me. Bleh, I am lazy. However, here's a short opinion of the movie for me.
[I think that the show's legacy of racing is still as intriguing as ever. However, in this series, the show focused too much on the plot where they left out the main purpose of the movie; which is racing. Furthermore, the plot is too complex for a racing movie. Yeah, creativity is good, but trying hard to be creative is bad. And from the point when the movie ends, seems like F&F5 is coming out, probably starring Vin Desel's sister in the movie. OH OH, one more thing, the car she drove was AWESOMELY NICE! Let's dig a picture of it. Oh shrugs, I can't seem to find it. OHWELL, it's your loss anyway!

I think I will end here, it's draggy and I don't expect you all to read halfway, who like to read wall of texts anyway? If there is anything you want to ask, inclusive of anything, just leave a message here or my msn. Not comfortable? Use a pet name. LOL, seems like a commercial, but I'm serious about that idea. Atleast ask for the sake of me yeah? Hahaha, *PERSUASIVE PROTON PULL! P^3! Lol, wtf random.