That's all I know.

Certainly, he didn't trivialize other people's ideas. I was an addicted gamer before and I know how much time it had wasted in my life. 

Misunderstanding.

I swear I am so pissed off during chem lesson. She actually said that she was disappointed in me even though I am the one who told her about this issue. Wtf man, she never asked why and started to condemn my freedom of speech. Yeah, class of cheaters. Another thing is that some despicable assholes in class are proven to be a pile-of-buffalo-dung- that don't have the single gut and sided with Cowardice. You guys are plainly beasts, maybe worse than that. No guts to admit what you all have done, all of your life must be tragic. 

Then after school I saw her and tried to explain, then she said she knew what I meant in class. Wait, confused? Yes, she don't even gave me a chance to justify the clause in class yet she criticized my actions in front of the class even though she knew my intentions all along? Plain irony, it is ME who should be disappointed in everyone involved. 

That totally spoil my day and in addition with my lit test. I was unprepared for this test because I have been having headaches deciding whether to combine or continue my pure sciences. Till now, I don't have the slightest idea of deciding even though I have consulted teachers. I believe I can manage pure sciences but the problem is, can I afford it? I have the time to afford it but the commitments, I am skeptical about it. Meanwhile, I think I am sided with staying pure sciences because I believe my guard will be down if I converted, which I will assure one more A1 if I do, but time gained will be wasted. But combined science will secure time to improve on my languages and humanities, which will perfect my cut off point to below than 9.

Instead..

Ballad ftw. SNSD jjiang. hahahaha

Yoohoo, I don't want my blog to look so stern and melancholic. I want to add some life into it! Soooo, I want to talk about what thing makes me happy!

The first thing that makes me happy nowadays is being on task for whatever targets that I have set for that particular day. Recently, I have manage to be on course. This is incredible because in the past I was easily influenced and disturbed by anything around me, especially GAMES! Now, I only play games during weekends! Wahaha, this seemed to be hard at the start, but it happened anyway. 

The second thing is to eat! Although I'm skinny and small, my appetite become more and more huge as I started to eat more meals in a day! Wahaha, probably because of the increase in stress? Or is it I exercise regularly? No idea which but I appreciate lunch breaks and recess given now.

The third thing is to time where I can have more rest! I try to get 8 hours to sleep each day and I kind of succeed. But my body cannot take this short amount of rest as usually in the past I slept from 10 - 12 hours a day? Hahaha, I don't really have the time now. But sometimes I compromise my sleeping time for work la, hahaha.

I just want to keep my blog alive and updated la, of course the first thing is not the initial. There must be something else right? Hahaha, but it is the one who hurts the most. Okay, here, I wish zuoxiong and weilun a early happy birthday! 

Sadly for those who are reading my blog post regularly, I am a skeptical person when it comes to society. So, most of the time, you will read about my unhappiness with how society is organizing and ya, that's probably it. However, I will try hard to post something interesting and lighten up the mood from time to time ya. Hmm, this is because I don't want my blog to look so mundane and typical, I want to create this blog for the main purpose of reflecting, mainly what I am recking my head on.

And to the Miss, I cannot do anything more for you if you are not willing to reciprocate my slightest compromise that I have made, again and again. Don't use the prerogative that you are assigned by me to your advantage or ignorance. I am going to give up on you soon, really, even though I wish I will not but that is the limit that I can go over to help you. Happy living with your life and don't regret if that happened.

The ballad that has been on my mind recently, search for the translation meaning. Beautifully made, it is an art to listen to it meaningfully.

Underestimated-ideal.

I feel so foolish, to compromise what I want for what I need. I want to discard those overambitious aims in my life, they are suffocating me, I cannot think in the right mind anymore. I want to possess the things that I need back again, cherish them so hard that I won't budge even they forced me to. These words of commitment, I will keep to this promise. I don't want to regret, like what I do now, I want to change this mentality of mine. After all, it is all about perspective and perception. I hate to be an idealogical person, I want to be a down-to-earth person.

All of the above, is what most people think.

We need to think in a different perspective. I realized that society is not a vicious as it seems, it is even worse. Sometimes, my heart swears at the state of society that it is in now. So, now what? Should I keep a sane mind by ignoring these issues or drive myself to a frenzy to tackle these perplexed issues? Who am I or why am I doing the later? It is because everyone is just hiding inside their shells, afraid to expose their real identity to the society. They are overwhelmed by fears, of losing what they really needs for what they really wants. In fact, they are restrictively blinded by social norms, they cannot differentiate needs and wants. This is where the downhill of their life comes in, which I won't elaborate any further.

I may looked as someone who is trying to be philosophical, but really, I know I cannot change the society, but I at least I can convince some of you to think what you really vision your own world. I believe everyone has their own worlds, where time, perception, perspective and people vary from one to another. That is the main reason I choose to pursue the course of Psychology. I want to spread my ideas, daringly.